I finally went and did it. The one thing I swore I would not do, because it would mean I had finally hit rock bottom. I did it in a moment of weakness and now I feel ashamed of myself.
I googled someone.
She was my crush for the longest time but we lost touch after school and I haven't even thought about her until a few days ago when we former classmates met for dinner at that shitty mall in EDSA. I was cool, or so I thought, until she walked in and made beso to all of us. Holy shit.
She was beautiful. More than ever.
After a few days of trying not to text her or call her, I was feeling depressed. I was so down that not even calling my best friend a "gay fag" helped. So, in a moment of extreme weakness, I googled her name.
I typed...
What?! Do you really think I'd tell you what her name is?!
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Friday, March 21, 2008
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